wood glue

aw Ninja smeared wood glue on my sweatshirt
he annoys me, but Idk why
maybe because I'm losing control of my emotions around him
I worry my eyes betray too much
I worry it's not going to end well.
and I wish so much that it would cuz he's so cool
I don't feel worthy
I feel like I'm not as smart as I used to be. but I am. it's just, like everyone, I expect to much of myself.
I don't think we'd ever destroy each other though
it just may not be pretty
but I could see it turning out right cuz we really are friends
I love his company
and he seems to enjoy mine
so we're good