Hershey kiss trees

I'm told the trees in my drawing look like hershey kisses. hmmm that's odd
made a hat with Ninja. we had fun again
and Squall is still being extra nice
hmmm
gave Nathaniel his birthday card
Lily didn't want me to give it to him I wonder why.
well I do know why
she thinks of Nathaniel as hers
she's not in love with him, they're just really close
and I remember when I said I liked him
she seemed happy, but then.....if I told her about what kind of crazy stuff we'd do, she'd get...weird
like she tried to stop us from hugging
I don't think she likes that I feel like I have a claim on him
we used to be best friends. he was there when Squall was a jerk
and he still kinda is
I don't get why we don't just say what's wrong
and I know she doesn't like when she can't talk to me cuz Ninja absorbs most of my attention
argh
at least band is over. I have free time now!