he's just standing in for my love who couldn't be here tonight

*sigh* the dance was awesome. Ninja hung out with me the whole night. Zaira took our picture. we danced together. we hugged and sang Journey together with our friends. he didn't let Nathaniel talk to me. we ate and talked of Pokemon
oh and Leah was there for all those things too. cuz you know, Ninja and Leah went as a couple.
I don't get this. and I don't get how I survived seeing them dancing
but I did
and I pulled out my journal and slow-danced with him. I figured that he's just standing in for the guy who is supposedly supposed to come and sweep me off my feet
Apple Jack looked at me and looked away guiltily
everyone said I looked nice. and everyone looked nice
learned how to dance. Lily was proud
I just needed my journal to help me let go
Lily was upset. she wanted to be there with someone else. and she said Nathaniel said someone said something mean to her
and as Ninja stood there and agreed, I said "Look it only matter what your true friends say"
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Samuel was mad that I danced with my journal
been thinking bout that new movie, where the wild things are
I never read that book
my favorite bed time story was good night, opus
it said that sometimes you have to depart from the text
ah tru dat
new moon got me thinking of romeo and juliet
and how maybe Paris wasn't so bad, maybe Juliet was his best friend and she liked him but liked Romeo better
oh and the hunchback of norte dame
it used to be my favorite. but I guess I forgot that Esmerelda broke Quasimodo's heart
and that hurts. cuz right now I'm in his spot. and Paris'
I want a happy ending. and I know it'll come. but I bet
I'll have to depart from the text to get it
and fly off to wish the Milky Way goodnight
LoL I could see Ninja and I doing that..........