good gravy!

the crowd went crazy for the band and it was so cool

soothing as honey

all I can say is poor Ninja was not here again
but
Nathaniel was super nice
and it's soothing (along with odd but still)
the only other person who was this nice to me is Ninja
and I so totally love it.
I hope I'm that nice to other people
in other news......98 in calc! sweet!!!!

a picture of my brain

it was full from studying for calc >_<
oh I was so lonely without Ninja. I guess I could have talked to Squall, but I only opened my mouth when necessary
Jazz Band was fun and awesome as always

of un hug

as Squall tormented me about the band, I told Ninja the band secret. he loves knowing ^_^
and I gave Nathaniel a dollar, and Lily asked for a hug from him, and I did too!
but Lily was like NO and tried to push him away. but I got the hug anyway
and at the end of the day, I stood with Ninja and was like "could I have a hug?"
and he was like "sure. un hug"
but Idk. it felt normal though
I don't get Squall >_<

sing

oh my! Squall told me to skip band to come to the soccer game!!!!
woah!
and Idk
Ninja is cool. he was poking me and I poked him
and he loved seeing me and Lily fight over my duct tape and me standing on a chair

the Pearl

personally, I really don't like John Steinbeck
his books are like sick
I couldn't read The Red Pony or Of Mice and Men
but
I loved The Moon is Down, and I'm told it's his worst book
and I kind of like The Winter of Our Discontent
so I'm gonna try The Pearl
here's hopin I like it
PS ha the Steelers won!!!!

he turns me inside out

Ninja drives me insane with how cool he is
I love watching my Steelers
go Troy and Ben!

life is......off the deep end

I love how Ninja looked at me with his shiny liquidly eyes (sorry to get all mushy)
we all went crazy at band but it was sooo fun
and I never thought I'd like it
cuz band was always a serious thing for me and my fun was marching well
but now I do that, AND have friends that is a serious plus. I think Ron is trying to get on my good side since he knocked my solo >_<
oh well
feel better if you're sick, and if not, stay well

the agony

oh it hurts to sit with Ninja and Leah. why Idk
Ray and Jimmy keep asking me if I am going on the field trip. odd I cannot figure out why
all the guys loved my stress relief hammer (LoLz)
and Idk

The Irony

I waited and waited and waited, but Ninja came back today and I wasn't there
I was off at a day for women engineers
it was pretty cool. though girls are clique-y. and there were some guys teaching stuff
and yeah then I thought 'oh I can't wait to get back to hang with guys in the jazz band'
but I was the only girl there
and Ron didn't even notice I wasn't at school
(although hey, he noticed what I had on)
and then him and Jupiter were knocking my solo!!!!!
then even after Mr. Jazz was like "this solo belongs to Quincy! and she is so excited to play it"
and I was (I started to wonder if I am part dog)
Ron played over me anyway, but Mr. Jazz said no
and finally I played and Mr. Jazz said that was very good but I doubt you heard it so no backgrounds
aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh
I'm all alone playing it!!!!
but that's awesome!
so so awesome
the irony is I wanted to go back and be with girls rather than the guys cuz most of the time they're JERKS
yeah I said that ^_^

of a lost battle

if Squall and I are fighting over who is smarter, I have won more battles than he has
but
yesterday he won cuz he said physics is common sense, implying that I have none
I complained to Ninja, who again is under the wheather
oh wish he was here

of patronizing boys

okay. so Ninja wasn't here again
which left me alone with Squall again
and *rolls eyes* I actually had a good idea
cuz I never have those oh no
Squall was just like "wow that could work"
argh! he was sooo sarcastic!
he's turning into Jak who was all like "that'll never work you guys"
oh Ninja where art thou?
I am having adventures without you and I don't like it
oh and plus we had activities and I'm in the music club with Zaira and Squall
I needed his tuner, and he gave me like the whole history of tuners and guitar stuff!
(I think he just needed an excuse to talk to me)

yummy

I love eating icing and cupcakes ^_^

in the monster's lair

we got 7th out of 7 bands, but I was happy with our score
we did better. and that's what matters
and I can see them being great, I just won't be with them

of pirates and wood

I have a seafaring adventure for ya:
Squall needed a saw. so he decided to search for the maintenance man. but of course he had never crossed his path, so fair Quincy was inlisted as his guide. off they sailed, passing Zaira in her spanish academy, to the maintenance cave. but upon knocking, it was determined that the man was off adventuring. so back they sailed, past the spanish academy, and through the crazy young sailing amatures who had stirred up the sea, back to their home land. but the captain said that the man's adventuring was over, and his ship had just docked. so back the plucky young pair sailed. they waited until the man was done tending to his barnacled ship, and then Squall elaborated on the team's deperate need of a saw. the man nodded and told them to get the wood. so back again they sailed, passing Queen Cheyenne this time. they enlisted some young pirates to help with the booty, and again set sail for the maintenance man's cave. they cut the wood, even the piece Sir Ninja had doodled upon. and as they returned, young Squall bragged to fair Quincy and they fell in love and married. the end
LoL! okay we didn't get married. but we did run around the school
oh Ninja wasn't there
and I chatted with Nathaniel
so that was fun

"have you ever had to love someone....."

"..............that just don't feel the same. tryin to make somebody care for you, the way I do, is like tryin to catch the rain. and if love is forever I'm a winner at a losing game."
love that song
wish I didn't have to sing it cuz of Ninja though
oh well
someday something will work out

the likes of which mere mortals cannot comprehend

perhaps Ninja likes me.....perhaps he doesn't
but
we connect
and people have trouble conversing with us when we're together
LoL
and they can't understand because they've never experienced it before
we get each other
I never thought I'd meet some one who gets me
*starts humming Everyday*

oh why oh why

we learned the chain rule in calculus.
it's amazing how they teach you stuff in algebra that you don't need anymore
Nathaniel made a destructive decision, and all my friends did 2
I don't get it
and why it hurts so bad when he does this stuff
Ninja said he wishes that I was in his class
me 2
we......Idk
I'm afraid to think he likes me. but I know he likes me somehow. maybe not how I want, but still
he lights up the room for me ^_^

....

I have nothing to say. wow o.o

he's just standing in for my love who couldn't be here tonight

*sigh* the dance was awesome. Ninja hung out with me the whole night. Zaira took our picture. we danced together. we hugged and sang Journey together with our friends. he didn't let Nathaniel talk to me. we ate and talked of Pokemon
oh and Leah was there for all those things too. cuz you know, Ninja and Leah went as a couple.
I don't get this. and I don't get how I survived seeing them dancing
but I did
and I pulled out my journal and slow-danced with him. I figured that he's just standing in for the guy who is supposedly supposed to come and sweep me off my feet
Apple Jack looked at me and looked away guiltily
everyone said I looked nice. and everyone looked nice
learned how to dance. Lily was proud
I just needed my journal to help me let go
Lily was upset. she wanted to be there with someone else. and she said Nathaniel said someone said something mean to her
and as Ninja stood there and agreed, I said "Look it only matter what your true friends say"
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Samuel was mad that I danced with my journal
been thinking bout that new movie, where the wild things are
I never read that book
my favorite bed time story was good night, opus
it said that sometimes you have to depart from the text
ah tru dat
new moon got me thinking of romeo and juliet
and how maybe Paris wasn't so bad, maybe Juliet was his best friend and she liked him but liked Romeo better
oh and the hunchback of norte dame
it used to be my favorite. but I guess I forgot that Esmerelda broke Quasimodo's heart
and that hurts. cuz right now I'm in his spot. and Paris'
I want a happy ending. and I know it'll come. but I bet
I'll have to depart from the text to get it
and fly off to wish the Milky Way goodnight
LoL I could see Ninja and I doing that..........

polar bears

I drew a polar bear. he looks mysterious and awesome
but I also want him to be magical
and cute
argh! I guess I'll have to make copies of him...
practiced my flute. love doing finger strengthening exercises cuz they're fun
Lily says she won't do jazz band because Mr. Jazz likes to go through every note and make sure it sounds right
he says tone quality and intonation are more important than right notes or rythms
and it's true
but she doesn't wanna do the work to get the best sound out of her instrument
Idk. I even listen to the underlying chords in songs on my Ipod. I don't know how to make a chord progression,
but I know what should come next
sometimes I think I should take a music theory class. I'd love to know why things sound right or wrong

151st post

wowsa 150 posts.......
Idk I think Ninja and I were mad yesterday, but not at each other
Idk
*yawn*
scared for the dance

walk

we had a fun day yesterday. I hung with Ninja like almost the whole day. I think we got tired of eachother, but it's okay I think we'll be fine today
I feel awful cuz we left Leah behind. and and and they don't seem to like to talk anymore.....

bam!

wowsa Ninja hit me (accidentally of course)
like, Idk he is awesome and the crazy kid has not said anything yet so that's good
be calm

what's in a name?

honestly this crazy kid found out I like Ninja. he'll probably tell the whole school
be calm. if Ninja is really my friend, he will understand

voyage

it's simple
I'll keep doing what I am doing, but I will not go out of my way to break Leah and Ninja up
someday, he'll realize he likes me
cuz he must I mean the way he stares at me and talks to me and all this stuff
plus if I talk to another guy he gets this jealous look on his face
oh well. I won't worry

blank

so happy the Steelers won!

light

I found not worrying about things makes you lighter.
everything will be alright

and everything stopped

Idk I think Ninja likes me cuz he likes to draw on my papers and thinks I'm funny and likes to brush up against me
Zaira says it looks like we have our own little world
but
Leah came
Idk if he likes her better
I'll find out soon.......

woah

yesterday felt special. why Idk.
and I'll be off so bye

:D

NINJA'S BDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOWSA! HE LOVED MY 2 MINUTE CARD i MADE HIM
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*sigh* well hey, just cuz you can't see something doesn't mean it's not there
yay tomorrow's gonna be awesome