Merry Christmas!!!

Whatever that means....

why can't guys just say what they mean
seriously
why do they have to be jealous when a girl who likes them, but they don't her back, talks to another guy
is it their ego?
I'm just confused
and why do they act like they like you when they don't?
LoL
I love how Ninja says bonjour and I say hola
and we're like whatever that means.....
he likes to brag to me
so does Squall, who Idk
I honestly can't stand him anymore

yep

I am currently writing a book. it is going well.

well........

the concert is tonight

yay

got all my Christmas stuff done

all done

we have vacated the band room

tired

it's finally the weekend
I made it : )

ode to the band room

when I walked into the band room the first time, I could feel something
I felt the ancient-ness of the room
like as if generations upon generations of bands had played in that room
the band closet confirmed my feelings
it saw me, a timid young soul who thought she knew how to play, learn how to play
it saw us evolve and learn everything Mr. Jazz could teach
it saw us go away to band camp, and come back even better
it saw us go to school on the first day. we were a nervous young bunch
it saw us go to our first football game, our first competition
it saw us in our greatest moment
it held trophies of the greats, and we added ours to that collection
it saw the end of the band
it saw the rise of the Jazz Band
it saw the anger and sorrow and tears and felt my pain when there was no band
the door at the end of my hallway
it saw the new band. it saw us be great too
but, alas, it will be no more
because the football team is kicking us out
we will be in a new building
and maybe it will be great, but I kind of thought the room would be there forever, to see more great things
but no
I hope it haunts them
it is kinda cool that we will be the first ones in the new room
years and years from now, they will feel us, the first band in the new room
wow that's heavy

glow

Ninja and I are such good friends. I love sitting with him and talking to him

interesting...

Idk what to say
life is still good

one being

I feel like Ninja and me are blending together
it's weird

smile

life is good. smile and know that it't the little things strung together to make a great life :)

why music is better

feeling bad cuz sports seem to be pushing music out of the way
why?
music is good. we don't hurt anyone when we play
we aren't trying to beat the other musicians, we are trying to make quality sound
sports are dirty and ugly and degrading
okay, I do enjoy watching sports, but they don't need the brains or the focus musicians do
ah I can hear the complaining now LoL
but those complaining.....how long are plays?
football--> six, seven, maybe 13 seconds
hockey--> a couple minutes
but they can afford to relax
seriously, they don't have to think about blend, balance, intonation, rhythm, sound, tuning, timing, accidentals, key signatures, rests, dynamics, ect
all of that plus more
and if you get 93% of the notes you fail cuz it sounds awful
we practice the hardest. we have to strive for perfection
they mess up>time out, get em next time, or they get benched
we mess up> we sound bad, we can't get benched, we can't call a timeout
honestly
and we all support each other
no one's trying to be better, cuz it doesn't matter
music is peaceful. don't we want peace?

Why?

well the Steelers didn't win.....
I'm not really sure what's wrong with them
the defense seemed to be a little better, holding the Browns to 13 points, one touchdown and 2 fieldgoals
but our offense....
why can't we score?

wow

been wearing my extra lucky shirt in the hopes that the Steelers will triumph

lucky

felt extremely lucky today cuz of pennies

Love Story

that song makes me cry
it's really sweet
and it gives me hope
so yeah
playing at Mass today!!!
and ah! we have to learn in applied engineering now >_<

mint M&Ms

oh they are so soooooooo good yummy!!

sweet

what am I to do about Ninja?
maybe, I should just try to be patient

we will be in charge of the guest registry

how come Ninja put himself in charge with me?
and why wouldn't he let Nathaniel sign it??
Idk
I like him anyway : )

ooooo

I like this layout ^_^

One more tip for all you improv people out there

do something cool at the turnaround (the 2 5 1 part of the chord progression)
I improv'ed at jazz band, and that's the tip I got, but other than that, I'm good I guess

feeling odd

like something will happen. but who knows what

but.......

I need him as a friend more, so I won't
.........................
that was simple